Had a dream about Molly last night. I was sat in my car and she was sat on the seat next to me, though she had her face buried in her legs so I couldn't see that. Or maybe she had her head on my knee, I can't remember but something was there. I didn't see it anyway.
I was stroking it and we were going to the vets, we were somewhere on the road there and her breathing had slowed down loads until it was practically non-existant, so i was like "Dad! Dad! She's stopped breathing/she's dying!" and Dad was like "it's alright" and then said something like "let her go" or "it's for the best" and then I sorta stopped stroking her and looked down at my hand and she'd stopped breathing and then it went all white.
Mam had a dream about her too last night. Wonder if it's her way of telling us that she's okay?
Now I remember a line from a poem of Donne's, I'll go and get it. 

And we can love by letters still and gifts,
And thoughts and dreams; Love never wanteth shifts.
~Elegy XII- His Parting From Her.
Gorgeous poem, particularly that bit. 

We've got another dog for a week, one that we might adopt. He's called Jack and he's lovely, but my goodness- he's incredibly skinny. And he's really unhappy too at the moment. But that's not a surprise since his previous owners never fed him and hit him about a lot. :| Poor boy. I hope that we can help him.

Went to the pictures to see 27 Dresses today. it's really, really long and quite drawn out and I knew what was going to happen. I wasn't very keen on it at all- it wasn't very well written and felt sorta half hearted. I wanted to see Son of Rambow but I'll see it another time.

Still feel horribly blank, though it comes and goes. Sometimes I can feel fine and then the next minute I'll be completely down and blank. Still, that's life and I'll do my best to get rid of the moodswings. I'm going to get stuck into revising, too. The revision days were great and at the end of it they showed us a slideshow of all of our year at the staff match and such. I was welling up practically. I actually can't believe we have about three school weeks left and that's it.

I think that's all I have to say, really. Feel quite blank now. But I've felt blank for too long and I'm going to go and revise or something like that.
xx

current mood: blah

 IS AN UTTER UTTER LEGEND <3
PHWOARRRRR HIS MUSIC!!!!!!
Phwoar.
Just
Phwoar.
<3333333333333

Doctor Who Trailer soon :o :D

current mood: bouncy

Hmm, hadn't posted on here in a fair while so I thought that I would.

I'm so tired, haven't slept properly for ages- I keep waking up at the same time every day and then I just sort of half snooze and don't sleep properly. And school's hectic too- the prom's been "provisionally put on hold". Wtf? If we work any harder we'll have breakdowns, and I don't think that'd show up well on the school's A*-C ratio.

Then again, Mrs Blake held a prom committee meeting today regarding fundraising for the prom, so yeah, can't be that cancelled xD But don't tell her I said that!

Sammy and I came up with some ideas 8D:
-Karaoke Night- little concert thing after school where people do karaoke, we're gonna try and get teachers involved too 8D
-Sammy's drawing stall- cos she's an awesome drawer she's gonna do commissions for so much, basically XD
-My short story about the teachers when they were at school, or about our year, but that one's doubtful cos it'll end up being crap xD
-Laurie's Idea- Ask the teachers if they'd be willing to dress up as something wild for a day, and then the teachers who would we'd put on the big board around school and hold a vote to see who the students wanna see xD
-Bad Hair/messy tie day
-Rach's idea- Bagpacking

Can anyone think of any more? x3 They'd be appreciated, we want to make our prom great XD

We did the liturgies again today, which was good, especially the whole dancing away in the break between them XD Caramell Dansen for the win 83 And laaing along when you don't know the words, whey!

In R.E we watched The Passion Of The Christ. It was so gory and horrible, and we weren't even watching the worst bits apparently. The worst bit about it was the fact that this really happened, and people were really like that and can be like that. I cried my eyes out and I'm on the verge of doing so again, though Mr Thompson said it was a good thing. No one else was bothered about it except Emily and Alice, which I found slightly odd. Ah well. It did have a hopeful message, because at the end Jesus came back and was sitting outside his tomb. So it shows how he defeated death, which I found hopeful.

I went to confession on Wednesday too and cried through that- all I seem to be doing is crying at the moment, I am so emotional xD. Still, I'm a woman, I'm allowed. Poor Tara, Sammy and I were just sitting there sobbing in the chapel using all her tissues and she was like "O.O;;;;; it's alright -patpat-". Nearly cried in Geography too- gosh XD

I love REM at the moment- they're amazing <3333 and they have such good songs! At My Most Beautiful is possibly one of the most beautiful pieces of songwriting ever. I might write a story to it or draw a picture to it if I feel like it. Oh, and Nightswimming- corr. REM for the win <333

Don't really know what else to say, so I'll leave it there (:

x

current mood: contemplative

Found out tonight that an old neighbour of ours, Norma, passed away yesterday. She was old and she's in a better place now, but I just wish I could've seen her before she died. Then again, everyone wishes that, don't they? The thing was, we didn't know where she was because she was ill and alternating between her son's house, the hospital and somewhere else, I think. Rest in peace, Norma. I'm sure that you're in Heaven, or you're on the way there. You deserve to be there.

God bless you.

x

current mood: sad